I saw you in a dream
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The dreams had been plaguing her for months. Every time Pyrrha closed her eyes, she was back there on that tower - and it's no surprise, really. It was expected, in their line of work, the trauma that comes along with staring evil in the face - but it doesn't make it hurt any less. She's already berated herself, over and over, for going to the top of that tower. For Jaune, charging in after her, and for...
Well. They already knew how that ended.
It's far past midnight, edging towards two or three AM, she's not sure. Pyrrha sighs quietly, setting down AkoĂșo from where she was sharpening it. She should sleep - they had a fair amount of ground to cover in the morning. As much as she dreaded what she knew would be waiting for her the moment she managed to sink in to sleep, her body needed the rest. She wouldn't be able to serve anybody if she was tired.
Pyrrha lays down, her sleeping bag snug tight between Ren and Nora. It calmed her, being close to their breathing, the warmth on either side of her. Proof that they were alive, that they were still there - that they hadn't slipped just out of reach the way...
She falls asleep slowly, restlessly - but tonight feels different, somehow...
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Date: 2019-01-31 07:15 am (UTC)Then it came time to sleep. Jaune had already decided that even though he was sure Pyrrha had the same sleepless nights he had that he needed to go to bed early and stay asleep. He only took the necessary dose of sleeping pills, no more than that. He didn't want to harm himself, but it did mean he was going to go to sleep and stay asleep. This was something he was actually petrified of given that up until last night it had been this endless cycle of his mind tormenting itself over Pyrrha's death.
This was no different. Because he went to sleep far too early he was placed into one of his nightmares. Cinder, that demon of a woman, killing Pyrrha. Burning her to ash. There was nothing he could do, his limbs felt like they were held down by lead weights.
Thankfully that dream would fade out from his view and suddenly he's in front of Pyrrha. Despite this being a dream she would be able to see him sweating and his labored breathing. He does his best to cover for it by smiling at her.
"So? How'd it go? Was I right?" He was eager to move on from that nightmare to something far more positive. However he couldn't really shake entirely the signs of his panic over the nightmare.
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Date: 2019-01-31 07:32 am (UTC)No, Pyrrha falls asleep and the swirling colors realign as Jaune comes into view again. Her relief is short-lived when she sees how ragged he looks - she has one guess as to what happened, and she's about 98% sure it's what she was just spared.
"Jaune," She's not fooled by the shaky smile he plasters on for her, and Pyrrha reaches out to him again, smoothing a hand against his cheek, one moving to card through damp hair. "Are you okay?" Neither of them are okay, especially if Jaune is real and experiencing exactly what she experienced, but all the same, she's asking. Offering what comfort she can.
"You were right," Pyrrha reassures him, hands dropping lightly to his, interlocking their fingers and squeezing, a grounding presence. "I don't know how, or why but...you were right."
"And your sister is wonderful," Pyrrha smiles, eyes still searching Jaune for signs of distress.
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Date: 2019-01-31 08:19 am (UTC)"I wanted to test one more thing. I went to bed early, earlier than I thought you would." After all she likely had the same amount of insomnia as he did. "Turns out we both have to be asleep for this connection to work. Otherwise we have the same kinds of dreams we normally would." He'd let Pyrrha fill in the blanks on what his dreams these past months had entailed.
When she says he was right he smiles a little more genuinely though it maintained the edge of someone who had just exited a nightmare. "See? I told you. This is way too real to just be a dream."
Hearing what she had to say about his sister Jaune smiled "I'm glad she had somebody to talk to. It can't be easy for her." his tone was a little sullen on that last part. Of course, Saph was grieving in this Pyrrha's world. Her little brother was dead after all.
Not wanting to dwell on the negative he changed the topic "So now that you're convinced what do you want to do now that we've got a while before either of us wakes up?"
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Date: 2019-01-31 08:32 am (UTC)"Jaune," Pyrrha's tone has a light note of reproach in it, the kind of tone you'd take with a child who knew they weren't really about to be punished. "You didn't need to do that to yourself. I...know what that's like." Her imagination doesn't have to stretch very far, but it hardly matters when Jaune looks so tormented by it. "...maybe we should decide on a time."
"It's too real to be a dream, but too bizarre to be real life." Pyrrha corrects with a soft snort, pulling him in to another hug. She smoothes her hands down his back, gentle and solid and warm, letting him feel that she was real. That she wasn't about to disintegrate into a million pieces.
Pyrrha doesn't tell him what he already knows - that his sister is suffering, likely his whole family is suffering a heartbreak she can barely fathom. If she felt this way, imagine what people who have had the pleasure of knowing him his entire life are feeling...
"I don't know I...how can this be? And...why? Why now? And how?" The last repetition is said with wonder, gratitude Pyrrha can't aim anywhere in particular except, perhaps, the gods, infused into it.
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Date: 2019-01-31 09:24 am (UTC)He lets out a laugh along with her "I mean everything's felt way too unreal. I mean all that stuff Jinn showed the others." Jaune practically melted into the touch just enjoying the moment.
"I don't know how it happened. I tried to figure it out, but I couldn't even find a fairy-tale that matched. There's only one thing I'm certain of. There is more than one Remnant. At least two we know for certain, but there might be more. The only obvious difference is you and me, so maybe that's why?" He shook his head "We don't know enough, but I've got a feeling this isn't going away."
As he held Pyrrha tight the gears in his mind started to turn. Something he had said started to settle. Finally forming an idea which was punctuated by him exclaiming "Right, Jinn!" the bright Jaune was totally back now, broken away from the anxiety of his nightmare.
"I remember team RWBY told me how Jinn showed them visions of the past like they were real. What if we could change how this dream looked like that too?" He considers this carefully. "I know, why don't you try imagining the room you're staying in right now?" he was going with the safest option he could possibly think of separated from any of their trauma.
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Date: 2019-01-31 04:36 pm (UTC)"That's fair," Pyrrha smiles, amusement alight in her eyes despite all of the grave truth that Jinn had told them. It was kind of funny, if only in it's utter absurdity.
"I've never heard of such a thing." Pyrrha admitted, pulling back enough to look at Jaune quizzically when he mentioned more than one Remnant. "...I don't understand, how can that be? Are we the only difference? And if that's so...have we made other things different, by virtue of each of us surviving?"
She's glad to see he's banished the nightmare entirely, but for one wild, wheeling moment, she thinks he's going to suggest they ask Jinn. Pleasantly, that doesn't seem to be the case - Pyrrha has no idea how they'd go about that anyway, besides one of them stealing the lamp, which was bound to be trouble.
"Okay," Pyrrha says slowly, following Jaune's logic. This wasn't a vision of the past, however, but a vision of the present. Still, it was a dream, above all else - Pyrrha knew she was asleep. So at the very least, it was a lucid dream.
She closes her eyes to focus - imagine that, closing her eyes in a dream - and conjures up the room she's staying in. It's her friend Linnie's place, and Team JNPR was staying in the office, sardines on the floor. It's cramped, but it's better than staying outside - and it wasn't like they needed a lot of space anyway. The room materializes around them as Pyrrha wills it to - small, with a desk and bookshelves, and a pile of sleeping bags at their feet. There's one window that looks out to the sound, the Atlas base twinkling in the distance.
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Date: 2019-01-31 08:51 pm (UTC)"There's probably some differences we created. Our semblances at the very least mean we're good for different things." Not to mention the gap in skill in combat. He was sure Pyrrha was still much better than him.
Stealing the lamp had crossed his mind, but he decided they were going to need that for the future. Whatever question was asked had to be in service of protecting the world.
He watched with amazement as Pyrrha's concentration made the room come into view. He smiled bright as sunshine at Pyrrha "You did great!"
Jaune looked at the unfamiliar room, noting the three sleeping bags with a sad little smile before his attention turned to Pyrrha. "This should be more comfortable than sitting around in an empty place anyway. I was having a hard time relaxing in a weird place like that."
Emphasizing his point he starts to remove his armor and sit it aside, leaving him in that Pumpkin Pete hoodie he always wore.
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Date: 2019-02-01 07:47 am (UTC)"We're also very different people. I wonder if...the same events have happened to you as they have to me, and if you've reacted in the same way?" Pyrrha speculates, tapping a finger against her chin thoughtfully. And yes, while Pyrrha may be more technically skilled, Jaune was undoubtedly the better leader, and perhaps even in a healthier place emotionally because of that.
She's rather not steal from her friends, if it was avoidable. They had enough trust issues with Ozpin that she didn't need to pile on any more.
It seems to have everything just as she left it - just, minus their teammates. Luckily, they breeze over that with little more than a sad, knowing smile - she'd much rather bask in Jaune's excitement that it had worked. "I wonder if you could change it as well. I'd imagine so, anyway."
Pyrrha sits down on the sleeping bags, just watching Jaune take off his armor - her own was still in place, but she could remove it easily with a tendril of her semblance, and for now she's just content to watch Jaune, as though he might disappear if she looks away for too long. The Pumpkin Pete hoodie makes her hide a snort, muffling it against her knees as she draws them to her chest. "...still wearing that, I see."
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Date: 2019-02-01 10:37 am (UTC)Jaune thought for a moment, he could mention the Memorial, but that'd be kind of sad. So instead he asks "So what's your plan to get to Atlas?" Because everyone else seemed bereft of ideas he assumed Pyrrha would have to take the task like she often did.
"I probably can since we're both sharing this dream." He doesn't feel like testing it just this second though, he liked the idea of just getting cozy with Pyrrha in this new place. They had plenty of time to test the limits.
He pouts a bit at her laughter "Oh come on not you too! You were on the box, you can't tease me about it too." There isn't any real frustration in his tone, this was the kind of banter they've been wanting to have since the other left their lives.
Suddenly he seems to get an idea "Hey take out your scroll a second." Once she does he plops down next to her and closes his eyes in concentration. A scene appears on Pyrrha's scroll. It's clearly from Jaune's perspective as he stood in a blacksmith's shop.
"This is the place I got my new set of armor and weapon upgrades. It's actually the first time Ruby's seen me take off my armor." Jaune explains.
The scene plays out with Ruby breaking into laughter, going cross-eyed over the cuteness of the bunny and falling to the floor laughing before the video stops playing.
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Date: 2019-02-02 06:42 am (UTC)The mention of Atlas, their dire need to get there and their utter inability to do so had Pyrrha shifting uncomfortably, shamed blush high in her cheeks. She didn't like the idea of breaking the law for the greater good (what made her qualified to decide that? What made Ozpin?). Pyrrha averts her eyes as she admits to it, but she does admit to it. "We're using Weiss as bait. I'm to escort her to the base and distract the guards with my Mistral champion status. We reckon they'll be too starstruck to question Weiss properly. Ruby will hide in her suitcase and they'll hijack the aircraft."
After Weiss' long recovery from Cinder's attack, the girls had all been a lot clingier - for good reason. Weiss had adamently refused to be entirely separated from the group the way the plan required, and Pyrrha didn't blame her - she'd been on her own, away from her team, her partner, once, and they all knew how that ended. It's how Ruby convinced her to separate on the train - as much as she didn't want to leave team RWBY, she was even less willing to leave Ren and Nora. "And yourself? What's your plan?"
It's a valiant effort to stifle the laughter, but not entirely successful. It feels good, makes her heart light, to talk and joke like this. "I'll never forget the look on your face when you found out I was. It's...not a particularly healthy cereal, I have to say. I've no idea why they have athletes promoting it."
Pyrrha takes out her scroll obligingly, scooting a little closer when Jaune sits down next to her, letting their sides press together. She's less shy than she was before - what's the point, when it can all be taken in an instant? Her eyes widen when Jaune manages to cast a memory onto her scroll, and she watches in fascination as he gets his new armor and Ruby loses it. She...doesn't remember making Ruby laugh that hard, and it's a rare and beautiful thing. Of course Jaune would be able to do that - what couldn't he do?
"I always meant to get you a new one." Pyrrha says absently, smile still amused at the edges of her mouth. "I thought...maybe for Christmas. Something with Nora's face on it, I think Nora, Ren, and I talked about it."
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Date: 2019-02-02 07:13 am (UTC)Seeing how embarrassed she was he decided to momentarily tease her. "Pyrrha Nikos I am surprised with you! Breaking the law like that." He quickly drops the faux-offended expression very quickly in favor of a smile "I came up with the same idea."
"It was when I visited the memorial to you. I saw an Atlas airship flying over and it just kind of hit me." Everyone wasn't on board at first, but they went with it when they realized it was what they needed to do.
"If you need it, you can trust Saph and Terra to help you. Terra works in communications and can walk you through how to shut down the tower safely." He figures it wouldn't hurt to help her.
When Pyrrha scoots closer to him Jaune wraps his arm around her mid-section. There really wasn't anything for them to be embarrassed about anymore. They were going to share as much as they could with each other now.
"Really? I wouldn't mind changing up my wardrobe a bit though there's no way I'd get rid of this for good. If you want why don't you try imagining what it would look like and I can try it on?
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Date: 2019-02-02 07:45 am (UTC)"Naturally," She manages a smile, though she looks down to avoid any melancholy over the idea of the memorial. "It was the same for me. But there was no airship, I just...was thinking about what you would do. You would do whatever it took, and you always thought outside the box and - it sounded crazy, but I just threw it at the wall to see if it stuck."
"That's a big ask. I've only just met her." But it would be helpful...could Pyrrha really do that? Ask them to risk so much for a stranger, in the name of her dead brother?
"It was more of a gag gift," Pyrrha admits, glancing back up at him as Jaune wraps an arm around her middle. She chuckles quietly, tossing her head back as she closes her eyes and obliges. The article of clothing appears almost instantly, once she manages to grasp it in her mind - it's Nora's face, obnoxiously printed on the front, cross-eyed and with her tongue sticking out goofily. Ren and Pyrrha's faces are also there, pulling funny faces, but Nora's is larger, front and center. The rest of the hoodie is the exact same shade as Jaune's current one. "We just thought - well, it would be funny. No one would ever guess."
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Date: 2019-02-02 07:56 am (UTC)Jaune shook his head about her saying it was a lot to ask of her. "Saph has known me my whole life. She's going to know how you came up with that idea without you even telling her." This was the kind of crazy plan he would definitely do "Besides, you, Ren and Nora should consider yourselves part of the Arc family."
When he sees the hoodie appear right in front of him he laughs out loud. "Oh wow that's great! Maybe when I get to Atlas I can have one of these made. I'm sure everyone will love it." Without a hint of hesitation he moves to pull off the Pumpkin Pete hoodie. In the moment he completely forgot about the fact he would be shirtless in front of Pyrrha, letting her see the results of his training until he covers it up with the new hoodie.
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Date: 2019-02-02 08:04 am (UTC)"...I'll consider it. If I get a chance to see her again." And if she can explain to everybody else why she knows the Saph's wife works in the communications tower. Pyrrha can't exactly name her source, can she? The mention that they should consider themselves part of his family puts a familiar lump in her throat, and Pyrrha leans to rest her head against his shoulder. "...of course we do."
"If you feel so inclined," Pyrrha stifles a laugh into her hand. Jaune immediately moves to put it on, however, which she...wasn't fully anticipating. Of course, Jaune didn't wear anything underneath the hoodie - she knew that by now, she'd seen him change before, in the co-ed dormitory - but she hadn't quite remembered. Pyrrha remembers that it's rude to stare but - he's different, more toned, new scars that have in actuality faded into old scars, by this point. She averts her eyes a few moments too late, blush in her cheeks intensifying subtly.
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Date: 2019-02-02 08:34 am (UTC)Even if he had the sense to be embarrassed about changing in front of Pyrrha now Jaune wouldn't want to get out of sight of her for that long. Maybe when they were more comfortable that his wasn't just going to shatter in a moment.
Jaune seems to miss the blush and goes right back to curling his arm around her middle. "I feel like I should give you something too." He considers for a few moments "Oh right! It's not as fun as this hoodie, but I was thinking of an upgrade to MilĂł to go along with Nora's." He summons up MilĂł in its javelin form as she would remember it. "I was thinking maybe finding a way to get a conductive cable added it to it. That way you can hit an enemy while Nora holds onto the cable and sends electricity through it."
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Date: 2019-02-03 05:59 am (UTC)It seemed like the other three members of JNPR had quite a bit in common when it came to family. But Jaune had brought them together, had taught them the real meaning of friends and family.
Pyrrha does her best to remain as unaffected as possible - luckily, Jaune is just as oblivious as ever and doesn't seem to notice her distraction. (The only reason she was ever able to keep it under wraps was his complete inability to notice when he managed to melt her into a pile of goo.)
She's glad he likes the shirt, and the suggestion gives her thoughtful pause. "We'd have to make sure it doesn't off-balance the blade. I'd have to look into decent conductor-resistant materials that would blend well." Pyrrha smiles, tilting her head at Jaune. "What would that team attack be called?"
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Date: 2019-02-03 06:17 am (UTC)The mention of Pyrrha's mom gave Jaune some pause "I'm pretty sure I met her... she was really great." He doesn't want to bring down the conversation, but he thinks Pyrrha should know. "We met at the memorial, I think you guided us to meet." Granted he meant the Pyrrha that died. "I was really scared to meet her, but I'm going to guess you felt the same way when you first met Saphron."
To hopefully not drag down the conversation too much he switches gears to the weapon suggestion "Yeah I didn't think it'd be that simple, but it would mean Nora's electricity being able to go further."
He looks thoughtful at the question of the team attack name "I can think of two possible names. Lightning Rod or Lightning Bug. Which do you think works better?"
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Date: 2019-02-03 07:20 am (UTC)"Yes, she is. Taught me everything I know." Pyrrha glances over at him curiously. Guided to meet? She can only assume he means something beyond explanation, but if she was really dead in Jaune's reality...how could that be? (She's asking this as if what they're doing right now isn't beyond impossible). "Yes, I was. Saphron is lovely, though, she put me at ease right away."
"I'll see if I can draw up any designs when I have a moment," Pyrrha promises easily. She'd designed her weapon herself, so surely she could figure out some way of making it work! Even if they didn't have the materials to really make it - she could imagine it here to show Jaune. "I like Lightning Rod. It...has a nice ring to it."
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Date: 2019-02-04 01:32 am (UTC)"I was in a pretty dark place, not knowing what to do knowing what we do about our enemy." He knows he doesn't need to say it, so he doesn't.
A small smile crept on his lips "Then the weirdest thing happened. When Ren and Nora stepped away to get something hot for us to drink I saw a fall leaf. Most of the trees should have already shed their leaves by this time of year. For some reason I followed where it blew and it took me to the memorial." It could have been a coincidence, but then he met Pyrrha's mom there as well.
Jaune's smile grew as she talked about drawing up designs "That's great! You should probably be able to find the components for it in Atlas." he looked thoughtful for a moment "I think I can draw up the designs for something else too. Who knows it might come in useful for getting the airship."
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Date: 2019-03-12 04:59 pm (UTC)The fall of Beacon had changed them all. Pyrrha was no exception.
Pyrrha looks up at the explanation of the leaf, watching Jaune's expression curiously. The leaf had...led him to her? Well, the memory of her, anyway. "That...rings of a certain faith, doesn't it?" Her next smile is soft. "I'm glad you could find some comfort there." She had taken some of her own away from the experience, especially with meeting Saffron but...honestly, would the guilt ever abate? At this point, she really wasn't sure it would.
"Certainly," Pyrrha smiled at his enthusiasm, sighing only a little (a vast improvement, honestly). "If we ever get there. Oh?"
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Date: 2019-03-13 02:48 am (UTC)He nodded to her mention of faith "I guess you could call it that. I really felt like you, or I guess the you from my world, had been looking out for me and the rest of the team when we really needed it. We decided even if we couldn't fight with you by our side anymore we'd act like you were." It was a little weird to consider the fact there was actually two of them even if the other one of each of them had died. It would make the afterlife interesting to say the least.
"Well I guess I can talk about it now, but it was just an idea I had off the top of my head. I'd need to figure out the details." He held out his hand palm facing upwards and little metal capsule about the size of a walnut formed in his hand. "I was thinking maybe we could get you something like this." With a thought the item was cut in two, the two halves falling to reveal yellow dust in Jaune's hand. "If we could get something like this that breaks on impact and ignites the dust you could have a lot of tricks handy. Maybe it wouldn't be as effective as Weiss's semblance, but I think you could come up with some uses for it."
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Date: 2019-03-27 05:29 am (UTC)"I've no other words to use for it. Everything else seems...weak, in comparison." Because she'd felt like that too, felt like she'd had Jaune's guiding hand on her shoulder at times, when she felt lost. He was the leader for a reason - yes, she was more combat experienced, but Jaune was the one they knew how to rally around. He was the one who knew what to say when things got tough. If Jaune had been the one, in the village with Ren and Nora - he probably could have comforted them better than her stumbling words (they'd gotten through it, of course, but she was never good with people. That was all Jaune). "But yes. We...I felt that same way. I guess...in a sense, you were?"
Pyrrha makes a vague gesture to Jaune's person - what else could this be? They still have no answers, only speculation...
She watches attentively at the demonstration, head tilted to the side as the capsule breaks in two. "Something I could set off with my blade, you mean?" As opposed to having to be in the gun form to ignite dust...well, it was definitely another way of fighting, she'd just have to practice to perfect it, and probably add another pouch to carry them, but that was simple enough if they could find a way to make it work.
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Date: 2019-03-27 05:41 am (UTC)Shifting his focus to the weapon talk he shook his head "I mean you could set it off with your blade, but I'm thinking of something that gets set off by a sharp impacts with any surface so you could use your semblance to throw it at somebody or at the ground beneath them. Basically the shell breaking could create a spark that can ignite the dust." It was just an idea and he wasn't too married to it.
The items disappeared from his hand and he settled down "Maybe that's enough weapon talk for now though? I mean this is kind of our break from all that. We can do whatever we want here." He wanted to help her with weapons and tactics, but they didn't just have to do that.
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Date: 2019-04-11 09:24 pm (UTC)"Ah, I see. Interesting," Pyrrha props her chin in her hand, considering it. Obviously, she only has to touch it to use her semblance on it, and she'd certainly be able to throw it hard enough, that was no trouble. Pyrrha looked down at her belt, considering the alterations she could make to it to accommodate...
"Oh, yes, sorry." She flushes a little, smiling apologetically as the items dissipate. She ran a hand back through her ponytail, smoothing it on her shoulder, red curls bouncing, unruly under her hand. "I guess we just spend so much time around it now, you know? It's consuming. I...haven't thought about much else in a while."
She hadn't even really been able to contact her family - she's sure it's much the same with Jaune - beyond the letter she'd sent from Vale before they'd started on their journey. Letting her know she was okay, she was safe after the attack, but there was something she had to do before she came home...
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Date: 2019-04-11 09:33 pm (UTC)He relaxes and settles in beside Pyrrha again "Anyway I think I'm getting better at creating these memory items! Here I think this could be good for both of us." Jaune summons up two mugs of hot chocolate, one he hands Pyrrha.
"I think I'd like to stay in this room for tonight, but how about tomorrow night you show me around your memories of Argus? You went to school here so you know the area better than me."
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